Please don't move this to any other thread, thank you
It been an extremely long time since I found any glimpse of happiness in my life, and it took years to man up and tell my loving mom what my life has been like for the past 13 years.
I have finally told my mom every single secret that I have kept for a very long time, and never thought I would have the courage to tell my mom, as I have always wrote on these forums that I would take all my secret down to my grave, but today is a different day.
There is finally light at the end of the tunnel, the grass is actually greener on the other side, there are more to life than meet the eye.
I will finally get surgery so I can smile, and my mom is going to pay for me to learn how to dance. My mom is also showing me how to be aggressive and we both agree that being too nice is a very bad thing. Never in my life has my mom been so proud of me, I told her about my survival story, my overcoming of my social anxiety that is deem impossible, as well as many other things. Now that my mom understand the whole story, she is happy for me to have a girlfriend, and told me to send her a picture right away if I have one. She is also willing to never again put any pressure on me toward school, because I have told her everything such as avoiding class for 2 whole months, and still managing to get a 3.11 gpa for the whole first year. She told me "if I don't make any friend, she will transfer me to another college until I make friends and be happy" She said "that school is important but my happiness is more important to her than anything else in the world."
Tonight is a new beginning, tomorrow is a new journey. The sky may be the same, but life will be different for the better.
The bottom line is I could have been so much happier if I had told my mom the truth from the beginning. I hope you guys are reading what I am writing, DON'T be afraid to tell the truth even if it as something humiliating as admitting that your a loner, outcast, etc.
My fear is put to rest, my burden is share, my pain is ending, my confidence is soaring, and life is turning.
Chris
It been an extremely long time since I found any glimpse of happiness in my life, and it took years to man up and tell my loving mom what my life has been like for the past 13 years.
I have finally told my mom every single secret that I have kept for a very long time, and never thought I would have the courage to tell my mom, as I have always wrote on these forums that I would take all my secret down to my grave, but today is a different day.
There is finally light at the end of the tunnel, the grass is actually greener on the other side, there are more to life than meet the eye.
I will finally get surgery so I can smile, and my mom is going to pay for me to learn how to dance. My mom is also showing me how to be aggressive and we both agree that being too nice is a very bad thing. Never in my life has my mom been so proud of me, I told her about my survival story, my overcoming of my social anxiety that is deem impossible, as well as many other things. Now that my mom understand the whole story, she is happy for me to have a girlfriend, and told me to send her a picture right away if I have one. She is also willing to never again put any pressure on me toward school, because I have told her everything such as avoiding class for 2 whole months, and still managing to get a 3.11 gpa for the whole first year. She told me "if I don't make any friend, she will transfer me to another college until I make friends and be happy" She said "that school is important but my happiness is more important to her than anything else in the world."
Tonight is a new beginning, tomorrow is a new journey. The sky may be the same, but life will be different for the better.
The bottom line is I could have been so much happier if I had told my mom the truth from the beginning. I hope you guys are reading what I am writing, DON'T be afraid to tell the truth even if it as something humiliating as admitting that your a loner, outcast, etc.
My fear is put to rest, my burden is share, my pain is ending, my confidence is soaring, and life is turning.
Chris
