Thanks, I'm blessed because of my specific purpose. Blessed because my specific purpose is intertwined with my dream having come true. At the same time, I sympathize for you that you have not found your purpose yet. Finding one's purpose is usually difficult, because you have to determine who you are as a person. I'm blessed because I finally know how my emotions work, and why I think the way I do.That does sound good.
I, on the other hand, have no purpose.
Sounds like you yourself want life in the forest wilderness. Have you actually tried it?