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I have many a friends and a loving girlfriend but i feel so isolated and lonely. The wait of expectation from them to be me as they see me, leaves me feeling like i'm never really me. And when I am on my own i take part in self-destructive activities, I hate spending time with myself, because frankly i don't really like who I seem to be inside. Lately i seem to becoming 'me' more than ever and feel retisent and disechanted by life, i've lost all rewards systems and feel worthless when i try and do something so I end up doing nothing.
I want to be able to smile from inside rather than moving my mouth muscles.
I want to be able to smile from inside rather than moving my mouth muscles.