ponderin'

[liveandletlive]

Has anyone ever fantasized over being friends with someone? I don't know if that sounds ridiculous, but it's honestly how I feel. There's this acquaintance I've known for a few years, and I've always been to shy to befriend him. He's been friendly in the past, one time he stopped someone from bullying me. I kind of see him as an older brother in a way I guess. I hadn't seen him in over a year until today. My friend says he comes into the store where I work a lot. I'm scared to talk to him, he may not remember me. Or, maybe he wouldn't want to be friends, or wouldn't have time for another one. I feel to insecure to do anything and it makes me feel like shi*. Any ideas?

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any ideas on what to do***

 

[nerdygirl]

Actually, I've done that. I can remember a few people who have seemed so nice/ intelligent/ fun... but I mean, what are you gonna do? Grab the person by the collar and say, "Will you be my friend?" It's rough.

 

[liveandletlive]

YES! someone that understands!

It really is rough. There's honestly not to many people that stick out. When someone does, I would just feel so blessed to know them. I'm try to reach out, but I'm afraid of how they'll look at me. I want to make a perfect first impression, and I know that's not possible. I wish sometimes I could grab someone by the collar. haha.