Oh my god, I feel you, I feel the same way. I recently had to transfer schools here is a quick elaboration...
I used to have friends, a girlfriend, and a decent reputation. At least until a "Friend" decided to lie to my girlfriend with the intent to sabotage our relationship. Soon, I was told she was thinking of going transgender. I was like...
"Okay, I hope she is certain about her decision. Because this is not something to be taken lightly."
I did not want her to know my reaction for I am afraid she'll be hurt. I told my "friend" to zip it, but he did not just spill the beans, he also twisted my words into an angry attack against my girlfriend. Please note, that this entire time i did not have a phone. My parents said that i am not safe with a phone, but their anti-phone measures are what allowed the traitor to stab me in the back and get away with it.
It gets worse, my gf soon thought I hated her. So I tried to sort things out only to be ghosted. And I have also been rejected from my group, gossiped about, smeared on Instagram and discord, and became known as a hater. But i did not do anything wrong, I only was concerned for my gf. It got so bad, I had to transfer schools. I lost everything to a lie. I am in full sympathies with the LGBTQIIA+ movement and their beliefs in tolerance and acceptance. But I am not a fan of the zealotry.I am constantly hated for being white, straight, and reasonable.
The moral of the story, do not show too much of your soft side, they'll be able to wound you more easily.
If you want to talk to me, by all means, go ahead, I could definitely use somebody to spill out to
