Guys, I have an embarassing story to tell. I made a stuff up today at work, I was serving a difficult client this afternoon and right at the end I didn't know where to schedule him for, there was no supervisor around to ask and so I put his matter for the wrong date. I only realised this just at going home time. I'm embarassed because these kind of mistakes have been an ongoing thing for me at work. I'm in a job that's not a good match for me, but it's the job I'm stuck with. Since I got my diagnosis about 18 months ago I've been doing mindfulness exercises, writing notes in my bullet journal and reviewing them at home, but it still always feels that I'm playing catch up. I have a lot of issues with years of internalised shame. Sorry to vent, but online is really the best place for me to share these feelings. There's nowhere else.