The deep end...

[CenotaphGirl]

It's a hard life, but someones got to push through, I feel myself slipping
The darkness reaches over me at 4 am, I fight, I try not to let it get to me,
Why.... am I here exactly? Why am I at the deep end already?
I want the peace of mind, I don't want the mutilation,
I want to understand why I am so clouded by every decision...
The darkness is drowning me, why am I at the deep end already?
I'm choking, crying, asking for help... I need help... but thats never going to happen,
I grab on to the sides, on my lasts gasps to save my life, it's winning, I am losing...
I'm sinking, i'm drowning, I'm breaking, I'm dying... so slowly
Why am I at the deep end already?...

 

[WanderingInTheWoods]

Just letting you know that you are heard. Depression is a tough thing to battle with. I deal with it myself. If you'd ever like to chat or vent, I'll be here to give you a listening ear. Thanks for expressing yourself. You're a strong person for doing so. It's not good to bottle those things up inside. <<<Sending hugs>>>