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AliceMay
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Here's my story, please don't judge too harshly.
I'm overweight and have been my entire life (I weighed 9lbs at birth!) Elementary school sucked, and I went to an all-girls school in highschool, which sucked because i knew i was just delaying the inevitable. Now i'm in my 2nd attempt at 1st year of university. i have only a few friends left from highschool who are all busy, and no new friends. I use my weight as an excuse not to go out, see people and do things, and I want to kill myself most of the time. i've been working at my retail job for 2 years and barely know the people there. i push people away.
Being fat for me is a vicious cycle, perhaps best summed up by fat ******* in stupid austin powers: I eat because i'm depressed and i'm depressed because i eat.
i am so sad and lonely. friends are distant and busy, family don't understand and i'm a serial appointment-skipper, so i even stopped going to therapy.
i have this functioning shell that lives my "official" life, but the inside of me is unruly, ugly and dysfunctional.
I'm overweight and have been my entire life (I weighed 9lbs at birth!) Elementary school sucked, and I went to an all-girls school in highschool, which sucked because i knew i was just delaying the inevitable. Now i'm in my 2nd attempt at 1st year of university. i have only a few friends left from highschool who are all busy, and no new friends. I use my weight as an excuse not to go out, see people and do things, and I want to kill myself most of the time. i've been working at my retail job for 2 years and barely know the people there. i push people away.
Being fat for me is a vicious cycle, perhaps best summed up by fat ******* in stupid austin powers: I eat because i'm depressed and i'm depressed because i eat.
i am so sad and lonely. friends are distant and busy, family don't understand and i'm a serial appointment-skipper, so i even stopped going to therapy.
i have this functioning shell that lives my "official" life, but the inside of me is unruly, ugly and dysfunctional.