- Oct 27, 2020
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I didn't walk away, eventually I was thrown out. So that was scary and deflating and miserable and awful in ways that I can no longer comprehend and feel. Looking back, I should have realized that our relationship would end badly. She was more concerned about her own well-being rather than the relationship's. She played demeaning games and I later learned that she was having affairs throughout our entire relationship. She hid it well, or I may just have trusted her too much. Though I was thrown out into the world on my own, I created a new life for myself that led to my current marriage, which seems to be going strong and is not based on games or manipulation. Though it was traumatic for a while, my ex-wife ultimately did me a huge favor by throwing me out. I wonder where I would be now and what I would be doing were I still with her. I would likely be very miserable, manipulated and feeling rotten about myself. Thankfully, that was not my fate.Was you ever scared, that you was walking away from the only family you've ever known? Like the only love you've ever known?