Whats the weirdess thing you've done out of loneliness?

[beautiful loser]

Watched smurf's porn... my eyes is all I will say..

Sooo....what color was the jizz?

 

[Arachne]

Watched smurf's porn... my eyes is all I will say..

Sooo....what color was the jizz?

White   Smurfette was blue and Gargamel was green. It is why I can never watch another Smurf anything  :club:

 

[Restless soul]

And my thread gets locked.

 

[Paraiyar]

Lying in bed on ALL at 3 in the morning and listening to the whirr of the laptop and equating that sound with the emptiness I felt inside. Really glad I've done so much to get out of that headspace.

 

[constant stranger]

I like your sense of humor Arachne.  I'd be way too inhibited to even think of that.

 

[NewOrder2016]

I play video games excessively, the way I do now. not much else.

 

[Xpendable]

Watch some videos about it

[video=youtube]

 

[ditakelly]

I think the weirdest thing I've done out of loneliness is to push people away.

yes I know that one!

 

[Kid_A]

I went to the grocery store to get some kind of interaction with other people, namely a cashier.

 

[Hoarse Whisperer]

When my fiance and I broke up, I had one DVD for a brief window that I left on as background noise- The Holiday, a romantic comedy. It had pleasant musical undertones with soft dialogue, so it served as the perfect elevator music for my life at the time. It really starts wearing on you, listening to the same words over and over, to the point that I would start randomly talking along with the movie because I knew what was about to be said.

Needless to say, I invested in some alternative movies.

 

[GHOSTNYOURMIST]

I sometimes send myself PMs just so my "in box" is not empty.

 

[Okiedokes]

Pretend someone I knew but couldn't see in person was in the room with me.

 

[weste]

Pretend/trick myself in believing in scenarios where I do have friends. I even create their looks, age, etc. Or sometimes see random people while im out and fit them into my odd fantasy of fake friends. Admitting this probably some of you will think im crazy.    anyway, its honestly very sad.

 

[Incognita]

get on lonelydotcom

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....as I read these posts I e
realize how intelligent everyone is here... I see dumb people every day so happy... I think high IQ might be the problem

 

[whataboutbob]

Smoke too much MJ and make and enormous amount really great food...

What's mj?

The abbreviation for marijuana.

I see. I never and will never touch drugs a day in my life unless it's for medical reasons. So I have no clue what drug lingo is.

Drugs for medical reasons have caused so many problems for some of us, so I recommend avoiding those unless its antibiotics. Although even those are no longer working like they once did. MJ has never made me as sick as the drugs my doctors have given me.

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I befriended a jumping spider in my apartment. She was very friendly, and never entered my personal space. She lived for over a year in my apartment, until the hairs on her feet wore off, and she could no longer climb. She ended up falling into and drowning in the sink while I was at work. I balled like a baby when I found her.

 

[MentatsGhoul]

When I was living with shittier people than I am now, they had a massive party in our house without informing me/inviting me. It wasn't the first time, but this was late in the year when I was going through one of the roughest times in my life, so it absolutely drove me insane. I ended up walking to the library at midnight, going upstairs away from the still somewhat crowded computer area and just... sat there. Part of me was hoping someone would just walk up to me and ask me what's wrong, you know, the whole romantic "you finally get some help when you're at your worst" bullshit. Anyway, needless to say it didn't happen and I just sat there in silence for a while.

I used to just go out on a lot of walks alone as well when I was around 15-17, just around town or in the local park. That was actually a fairly nice habit, and it allowed me to spend time thinking and developing some creative and philosophical ideas. I kinda miss that habit, though the are I live in now doesn't allow for something like that quite as much.

 

[constant stranger]

MentatsGhoul, those habits remind me eerily of my own experiences at university in the 1970's. I lived through some unpleasant years and afterwards I was still in this world, tougher and smarter and closer to contentment......or maybe just further away from despair....better off anyway. I'd like to know that you're going to be better off in your own future.....in this world.

 

[pinocio]

Dating with myself .
When i feel lonly i just go anywhere where my steps lead me ,i ordered my fav dishes in fav place.

 

[Guest128062]

I usually isolate myself even more when I feel lonely. I tend to get really really numb. Drive out into nature, just sit in my car, have some music playing and gaze at the stars through the sunroof. Usually makes me feel at peace with my loneliness, as weird as it sounds. Not a thought in my mind, just my numb, limp body. Eyes barely open, enjoying music and looking up. It's sort of meditative I suppose.

 

[pinocio]

Crying and trying to remember happy parts of my life but it didn't exists.