yet again..another poem

[tashar_boo]

:shy:
hi there,
well here another poem of mine..
tell me wat you think please..
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My mind goes back in time as I remember times where my heart soared
I remember seeing and gazing into your heavenly blue eyes
I remember the way you held me close to your body
I remember when I held you and I felt invincible to pain and suffering
I remember how you whispered in my ear
And how you made me go weak at the knees at the mere sight of you
The way you smelt took my breath away,
And made me want to be with you for the rest of my life
But, little did I know that I was under an impression…
I thought I was in love and flying high above everybody else where nobody could reach me till…
CRASH!!!
A realisation made me plummet back to reality and not in the clouds where I once was,
It wasn’t love I was feeling it was LUST…
Everybody else saw that I was a fool being played in the heartache/use & abuse game, yet why didn’t I?
I feel so stupid and hurt…my heart is shattered
I sit on the floor staring at the pieces of my heart scattered in every direction…
Tears well up in my eyes as I crave to be invisible and erased form everything
Regret fills my thoughts as I recall all that time I spent with you where I never distrusted those eyes which lied to me so…
And how this lust made me do acts where it seemed I sold myself
I can’t believe I thought this lust was love!
This lust made me do thing I wouldn’t have done for anybody else,
This lustful spell I was under made me believe I loved you and you the same and worse of all...
This lust made me vulnerable to heartbreak which I had protected my heart from for so long from playas
I’m just in shock that it was you that I sold my heart and soul to in the end.
‘Why didn’t I see the signs?’ I ask myself each day, ‘why didn’t I see that you were using me to be your slut for the night?’
Pain courses through me…
It’s too much to handle… with no faith and no love there’s no reason to live…
With no hope, faith and integrity; only shame and regret
I turn to my only friend which understands me more than anyone in this world…
My friend smiles at me and lets me know I have all the trust I need and that my secrets are kept…
In I single momentum I give in… I see the crimson red sea which flows freely without holding back…the world blackens away as I get swallowed by the darkness…
Goodbye…………
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[angeLLblueshadow]

once again congratulations from me! i'm expecting your next poem!

 

[BrokenDreams]

Nice poem!

 

[kaviii]

tasher_boo is a poetic genius!!=)

 

[mimizu]

She's our resident Edgar Alan Poe. ;_;

 

[Adamridge79]

(This was the oldest, dumbest thing I could put half assed effort into looking for. Emphasis on OLDEST)

There was once a user.
With too much time on their hands.
Most likely a boozer.
And his honeysuckle was just bland.

 

[abbynormal]

I can't wait 'til next December.
just the good parts I remember.
were there a month to dismember,
choose January not December.

 

[Adamridge79]

The streets are still the same
I walk them, still in sadness
I've almost lost her name,
I almost find a gladness