Maybe it's your problem cuz so many people understood exactly what i said. So maybe don't be a mean person and stop the criticism on what you can't understand.
It might be my problem.
The one thing I can confirm about your particular lived circumstance, as described here, is a judgement against some one of whom you were trying to connect with. You've judged this person you are speaking about, as 'creepy as f**k.' You've also judged this forum as being judgemental.
As for me, well, you may want to consider the following. This forum is NOT for depression; the theme of this forum is, 'being lonely.'
There are a vast variety of reasons some one may feel lonely.
Some one may be lonely, because they are depressed.
Some one may be lonely because they are misunderstood.
Some one may be lonely because they are not accepted, rejected, ridiculed, or harassed.
Some one may be lonely, because they are an *******, and tend to frighten people, piss them off, or in one way or another push people away from them (probably because they have been deeply wounded in the past and have developed a, 'defense mechanism,' to prevent them from experiencing the types of hurts in the past, that they can no longer bear to re-experience). These people are primarily motivated by their fears.
Some may be lonely because they have lost loved ones. These people are lonely due to circumstance.
My point is, that people may be lonely for a multitude of different reasons.
And I would agree with you, very much, if you feel a bit disappointed by the types of replies you will find here, as of late, anyway.
Why do I say all these things? Well, for me, I'm careful about where I spend my energy and resources, especially on this forum, lately. People who can't communicate their needs well, linguistically, emotionally, intellectually, will have trouble finding what they are seeking. They may also make it more difficult for others to do the same.
If I only speak English, and I go to Greece, and I try to order food in a restaurant, where the employees only speak Greek, I will have trouble getting what I want from that restaurant.
So, likewise, if we have trouble communicating our experiences, our emotions, our thoughts, or anything really, others will have trouble understanding us, and it may lead to conflict.
I believe I may understand you now, however.