Recent content by BFoD

Live life day by day. I enjoy work a lot, so I go to work. How do you all stay so positive? It's nice to read about. Thanks.

9 1/2 years ago. When was the last time someone made you feel safe?

The sunrise over snowy mountains through fog on a crisp morning.

No. Adventures in Dinosaur City

coffee beans

I don't want to miss my ex right now, it still hurts too much. And even if more time had passed, I wouldn't miss her. What I miss most is just companionship.

This will be my first Christmas alone... well, I'll be at work with people... does that count as being alone? I'll be going home to an empty house... so perhaps... I'll probably have some leftovers for dinner and ice cream. Then go to sleep early because I work early and do it all over again...

The biggest part for me is not being able to feel anymore. So, yes, life has become a bit autonomous. I've kind of shifted to thinking that my purpose is just to work, so I work, A LOT. I haven't had a day off in almost a year. I've been trying not to think about waking up alone. The pain causes...

It definitely is difficult to have someone by your side for a long time and then all of a sudden not have them around anymore. I've worked most if not all holidays for a very long time and it was always nice to at least go home to someone. Now, that's not so much the case, so I can relate. I've...

I'm in Tahoe.