Recent content by Broken_n_Lost

Thank you so much EveWasFramed, Seosa2, Midnight Sky, Ladyforsaken and BorrowedHope. It was very touching to see your posts, thank you for making me feel better.

I should just give up on trying, on caring, on coping, on living, on faith, on hope, on love, on hate, on emotions, on life, on passion, on dreams, on men, on family, on friends, on ambitions, on looks, on peace, on war, on death. No point to this thread as I know I wont coz Im a fool. A fool...

I like to trust my instincts, they are normally right and when I dont trust my gut, Im normally wrong or hurting. I just recently met someone and he was cute, tall and had an amazing job, he approached me and gave me his flashy business card. So I texted him two days later and he was eager to...

Ahh, I see, it makes sense now and I think you are right to completely block that girl from your life especially if you still have feelings for her. I hope things go well for you and I soooooooooo know what you mean about not looking for love right now, its a farse. Im just going to concentrate...

Always date outside of my culture. And would marry outside of my culture.

That's what I mean, why does things fizzle out? I mean it is the connection, although there was one initially, is the after effect of seeing someone? Im just a bit lost...

How do you know she wasnt the right girl for you? You seemed quite into her from your previous posts... Was it the kiss? Im just curious...

Cheers my dears.

The dark black skies surround me in awe, no life around me but noise, Glimmers of light in the distance, but no real reach for a person of absence, The night is my abode, although my heart yearns for clarity in the day, With time shortening in my presence, the coldness of the previous replaced...

I feel you although Im 11 years older.

I cant be asked to function any more! I hate this functioning life. All you do is get out of bed, work, eat, rest and then the same all over. Its not like Im not trying, I go out, meet people, try to do other things but still feel empty. Wish I could crawl into a hole and just stay there till...

Wow, that was a tease...

Im blunt.

I so know what you mean about nothing going your way whilst watching others get things easier than me. But I suppose its my (and your) test to work harder to achieve a goal.

Baby you are still very young, I am going on 30 next year and Ive only ever fell in love once (when I was 28!), it ended up in heartbreak (I mean I felt my heart ache!) but I was so glad I felt love (I thought I was incapable of being that vulnerable with a guy due to my heavy armor), it made me...