Recent content by Dean129

I'd known my friend for 17 years and she was the only one I ever did anything with - we even went on the occasional holiday together. It's a coincidence reading the post by Mickey as my friend too seemed to have a miserable existence over the past few years - she lost her father 3 years ago and...

Thanks, Mickey, but rest assured, I certainly wouldn't so anything stupid - one thing I've learnt from all this is how precious life is. It's the loss of the one thing that meant something to me and now I'm totally alone. I'm trying to gain some comfort, from want of a better phrase, in how...

Today I lost my only friend - the closest person to me. I know it sounds stupid but she was an alcoholic but hid all to do with her condition, so much so that even her mother who she lived with had no idea of her drinking. Now, today, not only am I coping with a huge sense of loss and grief but...

Hi all, sorry to post but as a new one I'm still trying to find my way around - I just wanted to mention that a member was good enough to send me a private message but I've not been able to reply as they have 'Does not receive private messages' I'm not sure if the member wished for me to reply...

I'll confess to having tried PoF and have to admit to finding it a totally and utterly demoralising experience - just from my experience, I wouldn't wast any more tome on any dating sites. I found it to be full of fakes, liars and freeloaders. Once I came off the site, I found a weight off my...

Thanks for the welcome :)

Hi Folks, Glad to have found this site as loneliness is such an awful thing to suffer but it helps knowing I'm not totally alone with this feeling or situation. I'm a 49 year old guy based in the south of England - and just writing on here for the first time is scary. I never...