Recent content by el Jay

My life was anything but fulfilling, purposeful, and enjoyable before this. And if I'm expected to pray to God to help with this, that "God" can go fist his ******* and choke on his cock.

I'm recovering pretty well, I guess. Can walk pretty well with a rolling walker, and can use my right hand to grab smaller things. Can also hold a controller and use my thumb somewhat, so I can play games with no real-time factor to the gameplay. But the thought that I may never be back at the...

A few days before my 37th birthday, I had a stroke. Lost most movement in my right arm and leg (and I'm right-handed). Probably covid-related since I had it back in January and have been having headaches daily since. Couldn't get an appt. with a neurologist in time once I realized the headaches...

I feel pretty similar to you. Unresolved issues from bullying in school have held me back for years, and just recently I suffered another setback. No real friends except a couple online, and only a couple of relationships that didn't last very long (and one was long distance, sol I barely got to...

I do my best not to hope anymore, or be optimistic in general. Over a dozen times in the past several years (since my grandfather died, just over two months after I joined here), whenever I get excited or hopeful for something, it gets yanked away from me. I've wasted so much time and endured so...

Back to having zero romantic prospects. Someone I had been talking to on and off for the past year seemed to be going somewhere, then she pulls the "it's not you, it's me" line. Obviously the situation is more nuanced than this, but this is the gist of it. Somehow this is even more depressing...

It makes me sad this was a spam thread. What a way to introduce yourself as a new member.

It's possible for a relationship to not work out, or end due to circumstances that will separate the couple, but for it to still be something that both people enjoyed while it lasted. Maybe it wasn't meant to last, and maybe there were struggles, but overall it was a positive experience that...

I think suicide is unfortunate, but is ultimately up to the person who wants to end their life, not others. And I find the usual concern trolling "oh, but think about how your family/friends/whoever will feel!" to be absolutely despicable. If anyone who would be saddened by a person's suicide...

mh pros is clearly Monster Hunter pros. You know, the kinds of toxic players who get mad if your build isn't perfect and you haven't already spent a thousand hours grinding rare drops to make that build perfect.

Fixed that for you. Not everyone finds someone, and even those that do don't always find it in time to avoid a lot more loneliness than other people have to endure, and don't always get as much time with that person as they'd want. Get that empty feel-good bullshit out of here, please.

It ended up as an insult used against men who express misogynist views and self-classify as an "incel", implying that their disdain for women is the reason they have had no success with relationships. But then it becomes a more general insult lobbed at men who express sadness over having trouble...

Where's the evidence the vaccination had anything to do with his death? They don't even mention the timeline besides it being the same day. For that matter, where's the evidence the people involved in that post are real and not some front for some entity that wants to sow fear about the vaccine?

I don't, really. I just suffer.

I'd rather commit everything to blackness than continue the lonely, depressing life I've led thus far.