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how long you live in loneliness? Birth How many friends do you have? none Have you ever had friends or a girl? No you have some passion \ hobby? Playing guitar, listening to music, writing poetry. you're sad because of loneliness or another? Idk Have you ever thought about suicide? Yes...

I like music, art, movies, I want to gain a deeper spirituality. I want to watch more movies, become a better guitarist. Visit more museums. I want to go to the oprea one day. Grow closer to God.

So what is success in life? I don't want to make a lot of money, a house, or a iPhone.

I am happy for her, but I think this has shown how much I really don't want to live. I really don't have anything I want to do in life. I really just want to die.

@batman, I do have a spiritual life and it does help me. It's still depressing though. I'm pretty much guaranteed a life alone. There's no way a girl is going want to be with me, and if she does she'll end up leaving over this. It sucks even forums I go on talk about this. I'm just really...

I have avoidant personality disorder, I've been told its similar to SA. I am still trying to be normal but its hard. I started therapy and it has worked a little, I only just started though. So if you can therapy might help.

You tried to help me in one of my first threads here, so I don't think your nothing :)

The US to me seems really dog eat dog. I'm sure its not any better in other countries, and I am glad I'm not somewhere like in Somalia but still I don't fit in. I feel like I'm a good guy but I'm anything special. I'm not talented, I play guitar and write poetry but I'm not very good at it...

My sister who I am close to has left me and my dad. I'm happy she moved out and getting closer to her goals. We were like twins, and she moved far. I don't have a car either. I have one, friend and a cat. My dad and I aren't really close. I don't like spending time with my mom either. It feels...

Well I have a strong desire for being with a woman. I'm not talking about one night stands either. I also don't know single, Virgin men that are happy. I'm sure there are some. As far as the afterlife. Idk, I believe in God, I don't believe death ends life completely. But maybe it does, I...

Really? Yay I too feel similar about women. I get asked whats my type a lot. I usually say a girl who is compassionate, and kind. But they ask "what does she look like?" I respond "I don't know or care, if she acts like what I mention it doesn't matter." The girl I like now is the sweetest...

What are the details though? They were both high and maybe he wasn't tying to kill her. Could have been an accident.

Thank you. I believe girls will leave me and or cheat on me because I have a small penis. Its small even when erect.

I won't do enlargement surgery. I have tried to eliminate my sex. I went even as far as considering chemical castration, but decided against it. In all honesty I feel like a freak. I don't feel human and I feel inferior. Not just because of this but because of everything about me. I feel so...

I don't think there's anything wrong with your suggestion. However enlargement surgery is dangerous. I've looked into and while I would get bigger - I'd also have ED and other problems. From my research it really doesn't seem to be worth it. Also they drs don't recommend it unless your under 3...

That's my friend told me. I'm still trying to just deprogram my mind from the negative things I read on the internet and forgot what I heard from other women. I know it's offensive, but I generalize women in that they ALL care.

I don't know about that strategy limlim. Lol

I agree I am trying to change. what goes through my head and stops me from not obsessing and move on is that this will stop me from having a relationship because the girl will be unsatisfied. Therefore I continue to obsesses over it, because I will be alone forever. And never find a girl that...

It's not at all a fetish thing at all. I am desperately trying to not hate myself and get over this. I do though have an obsessive personality and I just hate that I am this way. When I found out I was small did research on the internet and found a lot of negative materiel. And I know not all...