I do apologize if this question is too forward for a NewB.
Based on some of the issues that many of us face here, have anyone care to comment the ultimate solution?
By that I mean, killing yourself.
I will be the first to say, YES.
I have visited no less than three Psychologists and four Psychiatrists. I have therefore exploed therapies on how to deal, cope, overcome, etc with loneliness and pain.
We (my "wife" and I) have also been to two couples counselors.
I have tried excersise, hobbies, heck I can't remember the last time I've been to a concert or sports event with her. So the typical distractions cited often have not worked, neither did the dozens of medications.
So yes, I have contemplated ending the pain and suffering.
I have heard and read about the act of suicide; being selfish, cowardly, sinful on and on.......
When you have exhausted all the options available to you and the pain you have transcends the mental and psychological but it ventures into the physical.
Yes, have you felt so much pain that your chest wrenches like horse in sitting on your chest?
When you are under so much tension, you experience muscle spasms on your back and neck? or spasms so intense, throat are muscles strain ligaments to the point you can't swallow?
The feeling of loneliness and helplesness associated with it does affect everyone differently. Some more than others.
We cannot be in this earth to live a life devout of fulfillness and happiness, we cannot live a life that waking up in the morning is the first dissapointment since I did not pass away on my sleep.
Why can't we have happyness by doing whatever we want to do without feeling like we are making another mistake according to others.
Sorry for the long post...
Based on some of the issues that many of us face here, have anyone care to comment the ultimate solution?
By that I mean, killing yourself.
I will be the first to say, YES.
I have visited no less than three Psychologists and four Psychiatrists. I have therefore exploed therapies on how to deal, cope, overcome, etc with loneliness and pain.
We (my "wife" and I) have also been to two couples counselors.
I have tried excersise, hobbies, heck I can't remember the last time I've been to a concert or sports event with her. So the typical distractions cited often have not worked, neither did the dozens of medications.
So yes, I have contemplated ending the pain and suffering.
I have heard and read about the act of suicide; being selfish, cowardly, sinful on and on.......
When you have exhausted all the options available to you and the pain you have transcends the mental and psychological but it ventures into the physical.
Yes, have you felt so much pain that your chest wrenches like horse in sitting on your chest?
When you are under so much tension, you experience muscle spasms on your back and neck? or spasms so intense, throat are muscles strain ligaments to the point you can't swallow?
The feeling of loneliness and helplesness associated with it does affect everyone differently. Some more than others.
We cannot be in this earth to live a life devout of fulfillness and happiness, we cannot live a life that waking up in the morning is the first dissapointment since I did not pass away on my sleep.
Why can't we have happyness by doing whatever we want to do without feeling like we are making another mistake according to others.
Sorry for the long post...