If I could bottle up a cure for loneliness and sell it I'd make millions (D)
Seriph, it seems to me like you have severe confidence issues, are you not confident with the way you look? It would be understandable, if you're beat up at school you're bound to feel some sense of low confidence.
Since you say you're not in a position to get therapy then you should research ways to increase confidence in yourself... it seems to me like the problems lay deeper than just not having enough people to talk to, but perhaps if you sort the little things out the big things will fall into place. Why are you waiting for someone to pull over and talk to you? Seize an opportunity to talk to someone.. even if it is to ask them the time.. see that people are good and will respond back to social attempts you make.. little steps.
Spydur.
The loss of a loved one can cause this lonely/empty feeling, even when you're around people you love... especially if you didn't correctly go through the grieving process.
I feel as you do.
Shyness is something that can be conquered, much like with Sephis, getting to know new people.. perhaps shyness is a fear, the fear of the awkward and unknown socially, so if you venture a little outside your comfort zone you'll expand your comfort zone.
~Soup... eradicating shyness since 1994
Oh. It also seems like I didn't address your true problem of feeling lonely all the time... keep your mind occupied, you mentioned you're hardly active.. find something that you enjoy doing (especially with others
) and do it! You don't have time to feel alone if you're doing something else!