Fragile
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This is something that can grind me down somedays completely. Whenever me or anybody else says or does something I start to think of what it "really" means, or how it is percieved.
I can recall events from month's or years ago that still bugs me to no end. I just wish I could turn my brain off, or at least put it on stand by somedays. It's very hard for me to be spontaneous because of this. It's like "how is this going to sound in their ears?" or "what does she really mean by saying that to me?" almost all the time.
And afterwards I can lie sleepless worriyng that I've said or done something wrong, or that a compliment I might have recieved just has been sarcasm or vice versa.
I feel tangled up in my own thoughts and it's so annoying. I just want to be simple, live simple and not over think everything so much.
I can recall events from month's or years ago that still bugs me to no end. I just wish I could turn my brain off, or at least put it on stand by somedays. It's very hard for me to be spontaneous because of this. It's like "how is this going to sound in their ears?" or "what does she really mean by saying that to me?" almost all the time.
And afterwards I can lie sleepless worriyng that I've said or done something wrong, or that a compliment I might have recieved just has been sarcasm or vice versa.
I feel tangled up in my own thoughts and it's so annoying. I just want to be simple, live simple and not over think everything so much.