So i'm updating on all that happened since I made this thread..to start off, It didn't work out with the girl I liked. The day finally came and I was ready to ask her out. As always we met in the hallway to wait for class, but that day when I started talking to her she seemed annoyed with me and more interested in her phone, all of a sudden she said be right back and didn't come back till class started so I never got the chance and got real discouraged with her attitude towards me like I wasn't worthy to be with her, not only that she NEVER asked anything about me, I always started the convo and it was always talking about her...Anyways the next few days she did the same thing and other days she didn't even appear till class started..So I got bummed out and angry..asking why do girls do this to me? I gave up on her completely, just got tired of that honeysuckle..
The next week still bummed I bumped into another girl by pure chance who needed some class material, I gladly let her borrow my book and sent her all the info she had missed from class...After this she suggested we should study together for the exam, I said ok and we set a date to meet up and study..Boy was I happy, I started thinking that the first girl didn't work out cause this new girl was the one. Well the day came when we were suppose to meet up and study, I came out of my class a lil early and decided to wait till it was time to call her up so we could meet up. Well as I was waiting she appeared and said hi, but seemed in a hurry didn't even mention the study plans and kept on going, I was confused so i followed her and asked her weren't we suppose to study today? and she said oh yeah but first I need to do something, I understood and let her do whatever she was doing..well a while passed and I called her to see if she was done, she said yeah but to give her a second and she would call me back, I said ok. 25 minutes of waiting and wasting time, I texted her saying I'm gonna go it appears you are to busy to study. She never replied back apologizing or anything..I was furious and felt humiliated and used, cause that is what she did use me..after she had all the info which I wasted my time giving to her, she dumps me off like trash, not only that SHE was the one that suggested studying together only to do that.
After getting over this I felt desperate and added a girl I found attractive on FB, surprisingly she accepted and since we went to the same college I suggested meeting up a couple of times but to no avail. That is till one day; you see she is part of a club or some honeysuckle and it was having a fundraising and i messaged her saying we could meet up there and I could donate to her club in the process, she finally responded saying yes we could do that..I was psyched, day comes I go to the shitty fundraising contribute and she isn't there..Christ..I said to myself well I contributed I will message her saying I helped her club, but didn't see her, to show her I keep my promises, didn't respond and never again responded to any message I sent..again I was just used..all this was a couple of weeks ago.
Now the 2 most recent events currently happening...Current event #1 I again in my desperation decided to go back to the girl that has always had my attention for years and I tried to make something happen..Since I don't see her often I used chat and started flirting, really not expecting much, but she was really flattered and real responsive to my flirt attempts. We had a nice long convo, while I kept on flirting there was even a point where I said i would love to have her and she said that it could happen and the future will tell..I couldn't believe she had said that, It was like there was hope, she didn't shut me down, I was so happy I was shaking. This girl is like the #1 in my list haha..but still I knew in the back of my mind that great convo would never happen again for some reason. Just today I flirted with her and got minimal responses this in part cause im running out of material, but the important thing I believe is that she knows how amazing she seems to me and I think she understands...So this here is a work in progress haven't given up on this one still haha..
Current event #2 I check my phone and lo and behold the girl that left me hanging after saying we should study together text me asking for help again!..I ignored the text for hours, but finally I said show her how a real gentleman acts and ended up helping her after all she did cause i'm a saint lol jk..she was real grateful and nice and again suggested studying together, I said yeah maybe and left...But tell you the truth I did this cause I might actually need help doing this lol and this favor I did to her was huge and she knows it so i'm sure she will respond when I call her, If not I will really let her have it cause she def owes me..Who knows she may be falling for me by see how much of a gentleman I am haha..and ok I admit she is pretty hot so it was hard to ignore her hehe.
Anyways that is all that has happened..phew!...I need sugestions on what to do with current event #1..In #1 what else can I do to get her attention and keep things fresh? should I tell her I like her? In #2 I will text her if I need help and if she doesnt answer i'm gonna destroy her! lol jk..anyways thanks for reading! looking forward to your advices!..