Bouncing_Soul
Member
Hello everyone, I searched "lonely forums" on google and this site came up. I can surmise that I am like many people here. A lonely person seeking refuge in the bosom of what I can only surmise is a support group of people from all over.
I've always been a bit lonely and depressed for as long as I can remember. I'm a shy and reserved guy but that doesn't mean I can't have fun.
I recently came back home from a trip I took with two of my best friends. They stayed behind while I went home, unable to find work... I meet a girl there who I honestly believe was a gift from God. Unfortunately she comes from another part of the country (quebec) and had to return home to her life. Even though I really loved her I am most depressed because I have much difficulty finding gf's because of my shyness and lack of confidence and I don't believe I will get another gift like that ever again. I also find it hard to meet friends let alone a girlfriend.
The two friends I left behind were also my two best drinking buddies. I'm an alcoholic and I have been so for about 4 years now. I'm 23 and started drinking on a consistant basis since I was 19. Even now I'm sucking back trying to drown my sorrows or feed my depression as I heard someone say on this site. I go to bars alone and drink with the older crowd and I feel like even more of a lush.. This isn't something I share with people but since this an anonymous site I think this might help maybe..
I've always been a bit lonely and depressed for as long as I can remember. I'm a shy and reserved guy but that doesn't mean I can't have fun.
I recently came back home from a trip I took with two of my best friends. They stayed behind while I went home, unable to find work... I meet a girl there who I honestly believe was a gift from God. Unfortunately she comes from another part of the country (quebec) and had to return home to her life. Even though I really loved her I am most depressed because I have much difficulty finding gf's because of my shyness and lack of confidence and I don't believe I will get another gift like that ever again. I also find it hard to meet friends let alone a girlfriend.
The two friends I left behind were also my two best drinking buddies. I'm an alcoholic and I have been so for about 4 years now. I'm 23 and started drinking on a consistant basis since I was 19. Even now I'm sucking back trying to drown my sorrows or feed my depression as I heard someone say on this site. I go to bars alone and drink with the older crowd and I feel like even more of a lush.. This isn't something I share with people but since this an anonymous site I think this might help maybe..