SomeoneSomewhere
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One of my biggest problems right now is that I feel like a retarded kid stuck in a limbo between the school kid who wanted attention and the guy who's socially retarded and knows nothing about the world.
Here's an example: I'm a guy and I often overhear other guys speaking of their encounters with girls, of how someone made a negative comment about some girl and she was all up in their arms. I know this isn't the exact scenario but is comparable to what I usually feel. Sometime ago, I couldn't wrap my mind around the fact that some guy can just randomly approach a girl and tell her that he liked her. It would become more confusing for me when I'd hear that the girl accepted the proposal and it started an instant relationship. The whole idea of a "relationship" then befuddled me. I know this sounds crazy but it did.
It's like some things aren't possible in my world, like for instance, a lot of the notions of modern-day courtship and relationships astound me.
Thanks to all this, I feel farther away from humanity, like I don't understand humans at all and like I don't belong. Or like something's really, inherently wrong with me and I'm destined to be alone while others enjoy the company of others.
Now, why do I feel like this? Why do I feel retarded? Do we have anyone else here who feels the same?
Here's an example: I'm a guy and I often overhear other guys speaking of their encounters with girls, of how someone made a negative comment about some girl and she was all up in their arms. I know this isn't the exact scenario but is comparable to what I usually feel. Sometime ago, I couldn't wrap my mind around the fact that some guy can just randomly approach a girl and tell her that he liked her. It would become more confusing for me when I'd hear that the girl accepted the proposal and it started an instant relationship. The whole idea of a "relationship" then befuddled me. I know this sounds crazy but it did.
It's like some things aren't possible in my world, like for instance, a lot of the notions of modern-day courtship and relationships astound me.
Thanks to all this, I feel farther away from humanity, like I don't understand humans at all and like I don't belong. Or like something's really, inherently wrong with me and I'm destined to be alone while others enjoy the company of others.
Now, why do I feel like this? Why do I feel retarded? Do we have anyone else here who feels the same?