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Guest
As my name suggests I am but a guest to this forum and the time has come to take my leave.
First off I woud like to say that I am grateful that I had the opportunity to participate here, to be part of this wonderful community. I thank everyone here for your ongoing support and respect to all the members inculding myself.
Today, I came to a sad realisation. Something that I have completely despised all my life is exactly what i've become... or more so what I've been throughout my life. I'm going to leave this as an enigma only because I am the sole person that can resolve this, if at all i can find enough will power to change it. I'm hurting really deep now and I'm not sure if it is possible to fill a bottomless trench, but I will try.
I do not wish to leave this place and I regret it too because it gives me comfort, hope, and potential, but my presence here is not yielding any positivity towards other and myself. I hope that someday I can return here for better or for worse.
Thus as I leave with yet another burden on my heart and mind, and once again enter the barreness of this world, to struggle and search for light as a lost soul in the desert, I will always remember your support. For although I may not have known you, you cared and that is what matters.
Please take care of yourselves, may you all find what you are looking for. I leave you with a song that I feel refelcts on my feelings
And now I end with the words I have started with... I was never truly a part here, but only a guest. Farewell
First off I woud like to say that I am grateful that I had the opportunity to participate here, to be part of this wonderful community. I thank everyone here for your ongoing support and respect to all the members inculding myself.
Today, I came to a sad realisation. Something that I have completely despised all my life is exactly what i've become... or more so what I've been throughout my life. I'm going to leave this as an enigma only because I am the sole person that can resolve this, if at all i can find enough will power to change it. I'm hurting really deep now and I'm not sure if it is possible to fill a bottomless trench, but I will try.
I do not wish to leave this place and I regret it too because it gives me comfort, hope, and potential, but my presence here is not yielding any positivity towards other and myself. I hope that someday I can return here for better or for worse.
Thus as I leave with yet another burden on my heart and mind, and once again enter the barreness of this world, to struggle and search for light as a lost soul in the desert, I will always remember your support. For although I may not have known you, you cared and that is what matters.
Please take care of yourselves, may you all find what you are looking for. I leave you with a song that I feel refelcts on my feelings
And now I end with the words I have started with... I was never truly a part here, but only a guest. Farewell