Bluey said:I know, your right I do.
But am at a loss in how to do that.
Most ppl around me I find selfish.
Plus I myself don't know what I wont.
The horrible thing about it is I don't ever see it changing.
Am not feeling down ATM just being honest
I really do wish I had at lest one person around me that I could connect to.
I do connect to a lot of ppl but I have to act different ways with different ppl to get along with most.
For example I have one friend she is a wonderful woman and would do anything for anyone.
But she is hard work to be around. Like if am driving the car and shes there she well constantly tell me the speed limit even though am not speeding lol Things like that. But its all the time. I don't seem to know anyone normal what ever normal is lol
Well normal is boring anyway But you get what I mean.
One thing I regretted here on this bord was not meeting up with you in London.
I did not think ppl would turn up. Other wise I would not had gotten a refund on my ticket.
Well I was wrong. I know am 99% perfect but I guss that was the 1% unperfect side of me XD I do have trust issues I suppose.
0CI355A said:Happy Birthday Bluey! Didn't I just ban you? =D
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