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Lonely in BC
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Kind of interesting the things that pop up when you type words like loneliness into Google. I'm an almost 45 year old man in Southeast British Columbia in a very small community (came here from the city a few years ago). I love my surroundings- a beautiful lake, the mountiains (covered in snow at the moment) and an amazing sky at night. I'm not so big on most of my neighbors though- lots of pointless bickering and gossiping, can't really say I have much time for that. Outsiders like myself are viewed with suspicion, makes it a bit tough to fit in. The recession has hit this little corner of the world kind of hard forcing me to take a job that I loath- I've discovered that not being able to do what my chosen career is (I'm a carpenter) has damaged my self esteem. While I've been a solitary person for much of my life I've come to realize that I feel very much alone right now- its unsettling.