MountainGhost
Active member
I just joined so I figured I'd say a little about myself and why I'm here.
I'm 33 years old and female. I live with my boyfriend of 13 years and my two children, ages 11 and 6, in Texas.
I'm sure I don't have much to say that hasn't been said here a million times, but I'm extremley lonely.
I have some times where I'm just lonely for someone to talk to but most days the loneliness seems to run much deeper then that. It makes me feel empty and restless and I never know what to so with myself.
I don't have any friends. I know people but only as acquaintances...not to mention I'm a stay at home mom so that makes meeting people even harder. Sometimes I think people avoid women like me, ones that stay at home, do house work and care for children, because they assume we are boring and can only talk about dinner recipies and toilet training.
Me and my boyfriend aren't close and i avoid conversations with him about myself and the way I feel because he says I complain to much and gets angry easily.
I live in a small town, there's not a whole lot going on here and the neighbors keep to them selves.
Online I'm a member of a few discussion forums and social sites like experience project, and I try to be active but I mostly feel overlooked and ignored.
I don't know if I've lost the social skill required to make friends or if there's just something about me that people don't like.
Whatever the reason though I've decided to try here in the hopes something might be different.
Thanks for reading
I'm 33 years old and female. I live with my boyfriend of 13 years and my two children, ages 11 and 6, in Texas.
I'm sure I don't have much to say that hasn't been said here a million times, but I'm extremley lonely.
I have some times where I'm just lonely for someone to talk to but most days the loneliness seems to run much deeper then that. It makes me feel empty and restless and I never know what to so with myself.
I don't have any friends. I know people but only as acquaintances...not to mention I'm a stay at home mom so that makes meeting people even harder. Sometimes I think people avoid women like me, ones that stay at home, do house work and care for children, because they assume we are boring and can only talk about dinner recipies and toilet training.
Me and my boyfriend aren't close and i avoid conversations with him about myself and the way I feel because he says I complain to much and gets angry easily.
I live in a small town, there's not a whole lot going on here and the neighbors keep to them selves.
Online I'm a member of a few discussion forums and social sites like experience project, and I try to be active but I mostly feel overlooked and ignored.
I don't know if I've lost the social skill required to make friends or if there's just something about me that people don't like.
Whatever the reason though I've decided to try here in the hopes something might be different.
Thanks for reading