Well... A friendless life can be really depressing, but most of the time, the reality of not having friends doesn't haunt me so much these days. It's the fact that I barely have anyone to talk to. Someone that'll listen or just someone I can have good conversation with. Like...One of those late night conversations on the couch type of things. I miss conversing with others. All I do now is write,and talk to my brother and mom which is practically like talking to a brick wall because they don't listen and understand either. So yes, I do feel more lonely now than ever before. The absence of conversation is ******* dreadful. I'm sure most of you understand. You know you're lonely when you actually get excited to call customer service and enjoy a phone conversation with a total stranger...
'You just got to let it go.'
Poguesy said:
More so than usual.
Getting to the point i have no-one left to talk to anymore.
Things just be getting worse and worse...
I know the ******* feeling. It's even worse when you actually DO have people to talk to (family) but no one answers their phone or returns your calls. It gives you the idea that you're being ignored,and I do feel ignored. Not having anyone to talk to, in my opinion, is worse than not having anyone physically with you.