xninjaguyx
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How are you supposed to stay happy and healthy when you aren't wanted?
How do put on a fake smile when you know how fake people are? When you know that they deal with their own madness by unfairly blaming and taking it all out on you?
When you've done nothing but respect their boundries and problems, how do you continue to respect them when they don't respect you? When they've ruined everything good, everything you've worked for. When you've given more and accomplished more than they have, how do you get back on your feet after it's all lost?
When you stop being silent and decide to be honest with the people you have issues with, how do you take it back when it blows up in your face?
How do you live with angry, selfish jerks when you have no where else to go?
How do you live in a cycle where you're closest family always antagonizes you into a deep state of depression, but can't tolerate you because you're depressed? When they can't stand to see you happy or laughing either... It doesn't make sense. How do you react when the first thing they do when they see you is start yelling and screaming over stupid trivial matters when they are guilty of far worse? When you want to know what was done to deserve their hate. When they've never done a thing for you, ever. But they still expect you to talk to them as though they're upstanding human beings, yet they treat you like a dog.
What can you ask when instead of getting an answer to your questions, they mock you and call you the worst offenses. Insults a criminal doesn't even deserve to be called, simply because they can't, or don't want to, answer for their actions. When you can admit to your problems, but they not only don't admit to theirs, but literally claim that they have no problems.
How do you continue living when you're whole life has been lived in contempt?
How do you live when you're broken and beaten....and nobody cares?
How do put on a fake smile when you know how fake people are? When you know that they deal with their own madness by unfairly blaming and taking it all out on you?
When you've done nothing but respect their boundries and problems, how do you continue to respect them when they don't respect you? When they've ruined everything good, everything you've worked for. When you've given more and accomplished more than they have, how do you get back on your feet after it's all lost?
When you stop being silent and decide to be honest with the people you have issues with, how do you take it back when it blows up in your face?
How do you live with angry, selfish jerks when you have no where else to go?
How do you live in a cycle where you're closest family always antagonizes you into a deep state of depression, but can't tolerate you because you're depressed? When they can't stand to see you happy or laughing either... It doesn't make sense. How do you react when the first thing they do when they see you is start yelling and screaming over stupid trivial matters when they are guilty of far worse? When you want to know what was done to deserve their hate. When they've never done a thing for you, ever. But they still expect you to talk to them as though they're upstanding human beings, yet they treat you like a dog.
What can you ask when instead of getting an answer to your questions, they mock you and call you the worst offenses. Insults a criminal doesn't even deserve to be called, simply because they can't, or don't want to, answer for their actions. When you can admit to your problems, but they not only don't admit to theirs, but literally claim that they have no problems.
How do you continue living when you're whole life has been lived in contempt?
How do you live when you're broken and beaten....and nobody cares?