HappyYogi
Well-known member
Okay, it's not that big a deal but I feel so disappointed right now!
I think this disappointed reflects upon my loneliness!!!
I am in a long term relationship. We planned to do a "pumpkin night" here in the city with another couple and others. We got the tickets and everything weeks ago.
I just found out I got the wrong date.
That means no group, no others just me and my bf.
While I do enjoy doing things with my bf...I am SO lonely for more people in my life!
When I found out I got this wrong my heart SUNK!
I have NO MOTIVATION to go now. As much as I love artistic and creative things, I wanted to go as a GROUP. NOT ALONE with my bf!!!
I am so upset and this, I think, points to my isolation.
I am so needing OTHER company I get so upset when it doesn't come thru.
And to top it off, the couple who invited us, I asked if we could go to dinner beforehand (would've been GREAT to have new conversation, etc) she didn't seem upset we had the wrong night. I am not sure if she cared. She just said no one else could get that night either.
So I feel sort of not important to her as well...story of my life.
Please someone help lift me up. I am trying to better my life, make it more joyful, connected and I try so hard and I make a stupid mistake.
I think this disappointed reflects upon my loneliness!!!
I am in a long term relationship. We planned to do a "pumpkin night" here in the city with another couple and others. We got the tickets and everything weeks ago.
I just found out I got the wrong date.
That means no group, no others just me and my bf.
While I do enjoy doing things with my bf...I am SO lonely for more people in my life!
When I found out I got this wrong my heart SUNK!
I have NO MOTIVATION to go now. As much as I love artistic and creative things, I wanted to go as a GROUP. NOT ALONE with my bf!!!
I am so upset and this, I think, points to my isolation.
I am so needing OTHER company I get so upset when it doesn't come thru.
And to top it off, the couple who invited us, I asked if we could go to dinner beforehand (would've been GREAT to have new conversation, etc) she didn't seem upset we had the wrong night. I am not sure if she cared. She just said no one else could get that night either.
So I feel sort of not important to her as well...story of my life.
Please someone help lift me up. I am trying to better my life, make it more joyful, connected and I try so hard and I make a stupid mistake.