StonedHitman said:
For a while I have been depressed because I have no friends or someone I can be happy with and have been to a psych ward twice because of it. But now, I just stopped caring and learned to deal with it. Im not happy or sad, im just like in the middle. I guess this is just who I am, a hermit, a social outcast from society. After realizing this I don't feel depressed anymore. The thought of spending the rest of my life all alone isn't scary anymore. I still have a family that loves me, I guess that's all I need.
Hi there StonedHitman -- We have two things in common: (1) Stewie is my favorite FG character and (2) The "I Am A Rock" lyrics are also very meaningful to me. I'm attaching an angry Stewie picture and posting the complete lyrics for "I Am A Rock". Take care, LG
"I AM A ROCK" (Paul Simon)
A winter's day
In a deep and dark December;
I am alone,
Gazing from my window to the streets below
On a freshly fallen silent shroud of snow.
I am a rock,
I am an island.
I've built walls,
A fortress deep and mighty,
That none may penetrate.
I have no need of friendship; friendship causes pain.
It's laughter and it's loving I disdain.
I am a rock,
I am an island.
Don't talk of love,
But I've heard the words before;
It's sleeping in my memory.
I won't disturb the slumber of feelings that have died.
If I never loved I never would have cried.
I am a rock,
I am an island.
I have my books
And my poetry to protect me;
I am shielded in my armor,
Hiding in my room, safe within my womb.
I touch no one and no one touches me.
I am a rock,
I am an island.
And a rock feels no pain;
And an island never cries.