EmptyFaces_EmptyEyes
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Go here if you need more detail/more of a backstory; http://www.alonelylife.com/thread-all-i-want-is-a-friend
Everything I sort of deal with on a day to day basis, take it as it comes. My biggest problem though is with a girl. Last weekend was the farthest I’ve ever gone in hanging out with a girl/having some sort of relationship with one, and all it was, was that we went to a couple of movies and had dinner.
She seems into me, when she’s with me she’s energetic, happy, all smiles, all over the place, but I’m not sure, she may just be that way with everyone.
We were making plans to ride on a bike trail some, have a study/dinner thing, but now she won’t respond to anything I send her. She usually responds to my text right away, it’ll be 5 or 10 minutes at most. I sent her a message yesterday morning, and nothing.
It’s part of me not being able to talk to girls, I think. I either always ends up saying something stupid, creepy or awkward, or being way over bearing. And I’m thinking that’s what happened here, that maybe something I said or did made her think, ‘oh god, what a weirdo’. So that then makes me think, since she’s not responding to my messages, and that I am possibly bothering her, that I should just apologize for possibly offending/creeping her out, to let her know I won’t bother her anymore, and to just try and forget about her. I’m thinking that may be the best choice.
As I said, I have absolutely no experience with girls, so I have no clue where to go from here or what I’m doing. It’s all new to me, I have no direction, and it hurts me to know that the only shot at happiness I’ve had in a while may now be bothered by me.
I think I may go get another tattoo today, seems to be my only form of therapy, my release, though it is short lived.
Everything I sort of deal with on a day to day basis, take it as it comes. My biggest problem though is with a girl. Last weekend was the farthest I’ve ever gone in hanging out with a girl/having some sort of relationship with one, and all it was, was that we went to a couple of movies and had dinner.
She seems into me, when she’s with me she’s energetic, happy, all smiles, all over the place, but I’m not sure, she may just be that way with everyone.
We were making plans to ride on a bike trail some, have a study/dinner thing, but now she won’t respond to anything I send her. She usually responds to my text right away, it’ll be 5 or 10 minutes at most. I sent her a message yesterday morning, and nothing.
It’s part of me not being able to talk to girls, I think. I either always ends up saying something stupid, creepy or awkward, or being way over bearing. And I’m thinking that’s what happened here, that maybe something I said or did made her think, ‘oh god, what a weirdo’. So that then makes me think, since she’s not responding to my messages, and that I am possibly bothering her, that I should just apologize for possibly offending/creeping her out, to let her know I won’t bother her anymore, and to just try and forget about her. I’m thinking that may be the best choice.
As I said, I have absolutely no experience with girls, so I have no clue where to go from here or what I’m doing. It’s all new to me, I have no direction, and it hurts me to know that the only shot at happiness I’ve had in a while may now be bothered by me.
I think I may go get another tattoo today, seems to be my only form of therapy, my release, though it is short lived.