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I don't even really know what to say
I made a thread about something else that has gone wrong, and now within days worse things have come crashing down on me
I'm not coping and I see no positive way out
I thought I was doing everything right, I was trying so hard and made so much progress, and then the dark reality comes to hit me like a bag of bricks, and I'm worse than I started. It wasn't good enough, and I don't think it will ever be good enough
My meds that I thought were helping feel like sugar pills now... attempts at coping strategies and CBT that I learned a year ago when in the hospital, have provided no relief for me
I'm losing the battle and I see no option but to accept my defeat
I made a thread about something else that has gone wrong, and now within days worse things have come crashing down on me
I'm not coping and I see no positive way out
I thought I was doing everything right, I was trying so hard and made so much progress, and then the dark reality comes to hit me like a bag of bricks, and I'm worse than I started. It wasn't good enough, and I don't think it will ever be good enough
My meds that I thought were helping feel like sugar pills now... attempts at coping strategies and CBT that I learned a year ago when in the hospital, have provided no relief for me
I'm losing the battle and I see no option but to accept my defeat