Hi everyone,
Before I start I just want to say that I'm sorry for the mistakes I'll do in this post. I am from Belgium, so my english isn't perfect.
Well, as it is written in the title, I'm lost whright now... I'm 22 and I'm doing a master in biology at university. I have a nice familly and some very good friends. It could seem like I happy life but I am desperately lonely and that for a long time now.
When I was like 16 I fell in love with a girl, but she didn't want me and it broke my heart. It's still even affecting me now. Since then, I can't love a girl anymore. I don't believe I can. Despite this, I want to find a girlfriend with whom I can live a happy relationship. But I never reached this point...
Indeed, I'm a shy person and I am not a good looking guy. Every time I asked a girl that I liked they answered me: "No, I am sorry. But dont worry, you are intelligent and nice, so you'll find a girl".
This is just bullshit. Girls don't even look at me or they look at me with a look that says what...
And I right now I'm just lost. All I can do is thinking about that, during the whole day and even during the night. I can't sleep well anymore and I just cry a lot...
I don't know what to do anymore. I want to get better and I try some things but I think that as long as I don't find a girl which wants me I'll be like that. And it'll probably worsen :/
Anyway, thank you for reading this kinda call for help.
Before I start I just want to say that I'm sorry for the mistakes I'll do in this post. I am from Belgium, so my english isn't perfect.
Well, as it is written in the title, I'm lost whright now... I'm 22 and I'm doing a master in biology at university. I have a nice familly and some very good friends. It could seem like I happy life but I am desperately lonely and that for a long time now.
When I was like 16 I fell in love with a girl, but she didn't want me and it broke my heart. It's still even affecting me now. Since then, I can't love a girl anymore. I don't believe I can. Despite this, I want to find a girlfriend with whom I can live a happy relationship. But I never reached this point...
Indeed, I'm a shy person and I am not a good looking guy. Every time I asked a girl that I liked they answered me: "No, I am sorry. But dont worry, you are intelligent and nice, so you'll find a girl".
This is just bullshit. Girls don't even look at me or they look at me with a look that says what...
And I right now I'm just lost. All I can do is thinking about that, during the whole day and even during the night. I can't sleep well anymore and I just cry a lot...
I don't know what to do anymore. I want to get better and I try some things but I think that as long as I don't find a girl which wants me I'll be like that. And it'll probably worsen :/
Anyway, thank you for reading this kinda call for help.