[/align][/font][/color][align=center]well hello, yes it has been a while since ive been here. i just felt alone and unhappy still.
i have been in hospital a cpl of weeks ago at the royal melbourne. i was finding is so very hard to breath and i must be honest , i was more that a little scared as i thought i was very sick. you wouldnt beleive it, i had fluid on my lungs , which i thought, and it was very easy to fix and my stay was only a few days. it made me so bloody angry. why? because i thought i was really sick and it would only be a few months, like my father, and i would spend that time in hospital. but when they told me it was only fluid on my lungs and it is relatively easy to sort out i was just mad and angry...i thought it would be over sson and i wouild have hospital to take care of me and have that feeling that someone cared.................what a joke , i cant even die easy....GOD HATES ME AND FIGURES I HAVENT SUFFERED ENOUGH.
i have been in hospital a cpl of weeks ago at the royal melbourne. i was finding is so very hard to breath and i must be honest , i was more that a little scared as i thought i was very sick. you wouldnt beleive it, i had fluid on my lungs , which i thought, and it was very easy to fix and my stay was only a few days. it made me so bloody angry. why? because i thought i was really sick and it would only be a few months, like my father, and i would spend that time in hospital. but when they told me it was only fluid on my lungs and it is relatively easy to sort out i was just mad and angry...i thought it would be over sson and i wouild have hospital to take care of me and have that feeling that someone cared.................what a joke , i cant even die easy....GOD HATES ME AND FIGURES I HAVENT SUFFERED ENOUGH.