...I posted about possibly losing my dog and thankfully she's still hanging in there. Vets seem to only want to pump pills into your dog and not try other viable options, like raw food.... but enough digressing.
The reason I haven't posted since is simple, I think (and I'd love to hear your thoughts on this) I don't come here as much as I'd really like to, because, in the end, this is just a website, and I thought it would be comforting to know that I'm not the "only" person that feels lonely and is.
But after signing out, then what?
Back to reality.
Back to solitude.
Back to a really f888888d up family and when I say family, divorced parents, no brothers/sisters/cousins, just myself.
My friends, well, 2 of them aren't overly social, the other works and is the same really.
I live with a friend that I met years ago and she's 20yrs older and quite depressing to be around and I have my own anxiety issues to deal with as well.
So I think why even bother trying to log on here, when really, I'll log off in a few minutes and it's back to the same old crap.
Can't wait for this life to be over with. Hopefully sooner rather than later.
The reason I haven't posted since is simple, I think (and I'd love to hear your thoughts on this) I don't come here as much as I'd really like to, because, in the end, this is just a website, and I thought it would be comforting to know that I'm not the "only" person that feels lonely and is.
But after signing out, then what?
Back to reality.
Back to solitude.
Back to a really f888888d up family and when I say family, divorced parents, no brothers/sisters/cousins, just myself.
My friends, well, 2 of them aren't overly social, the other works and is the same really.
I live with a friend that I met years ago and she's 20yrs older and quite depressing to be around and I have my own anxiety issues to deal with as well.
So I think why even bother trying to log on here, when really, I'll log off in a few minutes and it's back to the same old crap.
Can't wait for this life to be over with. Hopefully sooner rather than later.