Depressedology
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It’s painful to live your hard moments while you know it. My life is full with hard moments. In every chapter of my life, I wish to close my eyes and skip years from it. The more I think about it, the more I want that skipping to happen. The further I go with age, the more times I want to skip. At what age will I want to skip it all? Am I waiting for that decision to happen? Assuming my fate will be going in the same direction as I'll be done with my youth age of 20s, yet no changes, then that decision is the only thing I see coming in the end. However, accordingly, a set of harmful decisions will be associated with that!-without going any further into details. Every time I reach some point in my judgment, I stop; addressing it as “over thinking.” Yet, I must be honest with myself about whether I actually referred to that to be over thinking just because I’m reluctant and not ready to face what it really is.
The truth is, I don’t have options or directions to take once I reach those results. It’s all bad I guess. How can we live when we don’t want to? time goes on as we talk, and our lives are being “consumed.” Do I really want to close my eyes forever to skip all what is happening? Am I facing it right now? Or is it matter of me being not brave enough yet?
The truth is, I don’t have options or directions to take once I reach those results. It’s all bad I guess. How can we live when we don’t want to? time goes on as we talk, and our lives are being “consumed.” Do I really want to close my eyes forever to skip all what is happening? Am I facing it right now? Or is it matter of me being not brave enough yet?