There's a girl I like and unlike most people who probably pursue and either get rejected or get the girl, I on the other hand tell myself she will not like me if she were to get to know me and so I never really make the effort in pursuing the girl but continue to want her nonetheless. The reason why I say she wouldn't like me if she were to get to know me is because on the surface I may come across as a normal functioning person in society but really I'm not. I'm 27 years old, unemployed, still in the same bedroom I share with my younger brother at my parents house, a virgin and a gambling addict. Oh and my teeth aren't straight which I'm very conscious about. Not much to feel proud about. I've made wrong choices that have impacted my life considerably and now I have to live with them. Is there any hope for me. Should I take my attention off this girl immediately before making a fool of myself and try and focus on improving my situation. My life is slipping away from me and it really feels like I'm cursed to live in this prison without bars that I have built around me from a young age.
Please be honest.
Please be honest.