Ire reply saying maybe it my fault and not anyone else so it got me thinking. Maybe I'm a social retard, who can't make friends because I take myself too seriously and care way too much off what other people think of me?
Maybe...
I act all happy and confidence when I'm around people that no one truly understand how hurt I feel, and thus put up a front, with fear that people will know the truth?
Maybe...
I just suck! PERIOD
No matter what the answer is, it still amazing how I can wake up each day and end it each night without hurting myself or anyone else in the process.
Maybe it ME.
Maybe...
I act all happy and confidence when I'm around people that no one truly understand how hurt I feel, and thus put up a front, with fear that people will know the truth?
Maybe...
I just suck! PERIOD
No matter what the answer is, it still amazing how I can wake up each day and end it each night without hurting myself or anyone else in the process.
Maybe it ME.