Solace
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I am missing someone. I am miserably lonely. I am utterly homesick.
The only problem is A) don't know who i'm missing B) spend a lot of time with my family whom I love and have a sort of decent relationship with and C) I AM at home.
I'm homesick at home. Anyone else ever feel like that?
And on top of that: tonight I am starting to flip out about things I don't even really believe. I guess you would say i'm delusional. But that is to be expected for someone like me. Maybe you could call this whole longing for home, someone I don't remember but once knew... maybe you could call it all a delusion.
But wanting to find that person? I think that's totally sane. I'm so lonely. I've never felt like I connected with anyone. I've got one close friend but i'm still not all the way there with her either. All my life i've been missing someone. I don't want to accept that it's the baby my mom lost early in her pregnancy with me, because that means there's no finding that person.
The only problem is A) don't know who i'm missing B) spend a lot of time with my family whom I love and have a sort of decent relationship with and C) I AM at home.
I'm homesick at home. Anyone else ever feel like that?
And on top of that: tonight I am starting to flip out about things I don't even really believe. I guess you would say i'm delusional. But that is to be expected for someone like me. Maybe you could call this whole longing for home, someone I don't remember but once knew... maybe you could call it all a delusion.
But wanting to find that person? I think that's totally sane. I'm so lonely. I've never felt like I connected with anyone. I've got one close friend but i'm still not all the way there with her either. All my life i've been missing someone. I don't want to accept that it's the baby my mom lost early in her pregnancy with me, because that means there's no finding that person.