54. Not as bad as I thought. Reasonably accurate I suppose. I'm not outright depressed most of the time, but I do feel tired alot and all of my life's experiences just feel numb to me. Even if something really good or bad happens, I feel nothing. Like it's happening to someone else and doesn't effect me. Also, activities I once found enjoyable, I feel that same numbness there too.
I think part of it is that things are more fun when you share them with another person. It didn't used to bother me (being alone), but I think as I aged, it dawned on me that yes, people do need other people to truly be happy (as much as I wished this not to be so)....