breakingfree88
Member
BeyondShy,
I have gone through the same things... And I think because all that I went through, I became more shy. I never went to prom, I never did half of the things I wanted too because I was not the outgoing type myself. I always loved me time. And I still to this day have little friends.. But they are dang good ones. But anyhow, the more I was in the I wish this, I wish that state, it drew me into denial of myself. And it made me even more shy than ever. I was beginning to not involve myself with people worried about what they might think of me.. I was beginning to think I can't do that in my life because I am not capable of any of that.. How could I? I was also looking at other people telling myself, when is my turn going to be? why am I still in the state that I am in, and people are getting married, people are moving up in life.. But over the years, through learning and growing I knew Everyone is different. A lot of people are outgoing... A lot of people are shy. A lot of people deal with illnesses. The list goes on. We are all different. But it does not mean you have to feel you are your own enemy. It does not mean you do not have a purpose. We all do. It does not mean that because you cannot do something right, you fail at everything. And it was hard for me to go up and talk to a group of people because I have been shy and guarded most of my life for reasons. And our society can be judgmental, and hurtful towards people they feel are in "low estate" or just not talkative, and vibrant! But I still knew I was a good person and I showed it. I made friends with people who came up to me and asked if they wanted to hang. I started to walk up to people and talk to them also. They wanted to be my friend, and they were good people. That's when I started to get out more and realize this is not so bad. I decided to mind train myself, removing any doubt or fear that came up, have courage, and faith. And because of it, I get out more and I know for the first time what I want to do with my life and its awesome. And this world cannot take that away from you. It's all about looking outside your uncomfortable zone.. And I can say honestly I don't care if people think meanly of me. It does not compare to what God knows about me. Please feel better, not just you goes through this.. Be encouraged!
I have gone through the same things... And I think because all that I went through, I became more shy. I never went to prom, I never did half of the things I wanted too because I was not the outgoing type myself. I always loved me time. And I still to this day have little friends.. But they are dang good ones. But anyhow, the more I was in the I wish this, I wish that state, it drew me into denial of myself. And it made me even more shy than ever. I was beginning to not involve myself with people worried about what they might think of me.. I was beginning to think I can't do that in my life because I am not capable of any of that.. How could I? I was also looking at other people telling myself, when is my turn going to be? why am I still in the state that I am in, and people are getting married, people are moving up in life.. But over the years, through learning and growing I knew Everyone is different. A lot of people are outgoing... A lot of people are shy. A lot of people deal with illnesses. The list goes on. We are all different. But it does not mean you have to feel you are your own enemy. It does not mean you do not have a purpose. We all do. It does not mean that because you cannot do something right, you fail at everything. And it was hard for me to go up and talk to a group of people because I have been shy and guarded most of my life for reasons. And our society can be judgmental, and hurtful towards people they feel are in "low estate" or just not talkative, and vibrant! But I still knew I was a good person and I showed it. I made friends with people who came up to me and asked if they wanted to hang. I started to walk up to people and talk to them also. They wanted to be my friend, and they were good people. That's when I started to get out more and realize this is not so bad. I decided to mind train myself, removing any doubt or fear that came up, have courage, and faith. And because of it, I get out more and I know for the first time what I want to do with my life and its awesome. And this world cannot take that away from you. It's all about looking outside your uncomfortable zone.. And I can say honestly I don't care if people think meanly of me. It does not compare to what God knows about me. Please feel better, not just you goes through this.. Be encouraged!
