Hi guys, I've been through a little string of events and I feel I need to express it here as I'm a bit confused and upset about it, well actually I'm very upset about it, but here goes:
Well in my school I really liked this girl, terribly actually, but I didn't even know her, I just found her to be really beautiful, so I would always make plans of how I'd start conversation with her, but in the end I just thought I shouldn't really plan it and just say "hello" when I see her, she's in the year below me though.
Only problem is, every time I passed her all my confidence just instantly flushes out of me, and I'm forced to walk past, I can't help it. So my friend gave some advice of asking if she knows where I can find this guy, so the next day I did while she was with some friends, she was attentive enough, and said "yeah" a lot, but not in a bad way.
They asked why and I said he owes me money, then they were all willing to pay but I declined, however one of her friends put a 50p in my pocket, so 2 days after I decided to go to that girl I liked and I said"you're friend gave me this 50p, can you give it to her?" She goes "didn't thingie owe you though?" I said "he already paid."
Then she sighed, and started replying to everything with "why" all the time, and a slight look of "what the hell" was shown on her face, I then, possible a mistake, asked her what her name was, though I already knew, to which she responded, "why", and her face had even more of a look of disgust, it made everything really awkward.
Ever since then I feel that she doesn't like me for some reason, I probably did something wrong, but it's made me very sad, however I overcame the feeling, but then I saw her face today as I was walking, and walked past her, and then it all came back.
She's Polish, but that's it really, I feel terrible about it, I'm unsure whether I should just leave or if I should not give up, or am I doing something wrong, I've never talked to a girl I like THAT much, so yeah.
THanks for hearing me out
Well in my school I really liked this girl, terribly actually, but I didn't even know her, I just found her to be really beautiful, so I would always make plans of how I'd start conversation with her, but in the end I just thought I shouldn't really plan it and just say "hello" when I see her, she's in the year below me though.
Only problem is, every time I passed her all my confidence just instantly flushes out of me, and I'm forced to walk past, I can't help it. So my friend gave some advice of asking if she knows where I can find this guy, so the next day I did while she was with some friends, she was attentive enough, and said "yeah" a lot, but not in a bad way.
They asked why and I said he owes me money, then they were all willing to pay but I declined, however one of her friends put a 50p in my pocket, so 2 days after I decided to go to that girl I liked and I said"you're friend gave me this 50p, can you give it to her?" She goes "didn't thingie owe you though?" I said "he already paid."
Then she sighed, and started replying to everything with "why" all the time, and a slight look of "what the hell" was shown on her face, I then, possible a mistake, asked her what her name was, though I already knew, to which she responded, "why", and her face had even more of a look of disgust, it made everything really awkward.
Ever since then I feel that she doesn't like me for some reason, I probably did something wrong, but it's made me very sad, however I overcame the feeling, but then I saw her face today as I was walking, and walked past her, and then it all came back.
She's Polish, but that's it really, I feel terrible about it, I'm unsure whether I should just leave or if I should not give up, or am I doing something wrong, I've never talked to a girl I like THAT much, so yeah.
THanks for hearing me out