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[mew5123]

Hi,
I'm Ariel, and I have never been on a Forum or posted anything on a site before. It's even somewhat rare that I do on youtube comments...
I just wanted some comfort in general, and I am so nervous to talk to anyone (even on the internet...as it took me five months to come back to this site after signing up). I always feel judged and paranoid. I feel very lonely in the relationship that I am in because we show affection in different ways as well. My whole life I have been consumed with feeling like I was an out cast. Only several months ago I have been feeling better, but it is definitely starting to wane. I cry at everything...anything happy, anything beautiful, anything sad. My moods fluctuate more than the ocean tide. I feel that being so unhappy makes my relationships a lot worse and maybe that's why I don't have many friends. My general misanthropy doesn't help.
Thanks,
Ariel

 

[pkfast]

welcome to the site ariel

 

[WildernessWildChild]

Hello fellow outcast. Hope you find something here that helps ease your troubles...

 

[Cavey]

Welcome to the forum, Ariel. I hope you find what you're looking for here; You've taken the first step just by saying 'Hello'.

 

[Edward W]

Hi there, I'm glad you finally posted! Join in, we're not so bad!

 

[mew5123]

Thanks everybody!...I'm excited...and scared. But, I really like all the topics...about to graduate college next week so I'll have a lot more free time.

 

[9006]

Hi Ariel,

I'm glad you can recognize the forum's awesomeness.

Welcome to the site.

 

[ladyforsaken]

Hey Ariel, welcome to the forum.

 

[Sci-Fi]

Welcome

 

[Shipster0958]

Welcome!