worldofadreamer
Well-known member
I worked it out..the one thing that gets to me most in my life..its not that people don't love me. Its not that people hate me. Its the fact that people don't see me as important or interesting enough to love or hate.
Its the nothingness...its the fact that their not bothered. I often wonder out of all the people i think of in a day how many of them think of me? I know that its not even a quarter of them.
in conversatios I feel a need to talk about 'my friends' almost to show peope thsat see i have friends, they must like me, love me.hence maybe you could!!
I knwo i'm rambling btu it just hit me.....i hate not mattering to anyone.
Its the nothingness...its the fact that their not bothered. I often wonder out of all the people i think of in a day how many of them think of me? I know that its not even a quarter of them.
in conversatios I feel a need to talk about 'my friends' almost to show peope thsat see i have friends, they must like me, love me.hence maybe you could!!
I knwo i'm rambling btu it just hit me.....i hate not mattering to anyone.