What are you feeling, hoping, thinking, or remembering right now?

[Peaches]

boohoo, this guy I don't like keeps writing and asking me about social media, and the other one I liked didn't even think of that, and we share one Facebook group so it was really easy to find me... it's always like that...
I feel like giving up, and I should, such a waste of time that I could use to improve myself and the world

 

[HoodedMonk]

Emotional pain.

Liking someone should be a good thing, but past experiences have taught me otherwise.

 

[Serenia]

Feeling fed up of dealing with this honeysuckle on my own.

 

[lonelyfairy]

I'm sad that some people still think you just ''go to work'' when unemployed... It doesn't happen like that. So many people are without a job nowadays, it's really not easy to get a job. There is lot of competition and always someone will be left without a job. If someone knows a magic trick how to get one, please tell me...

 

[TheSkaFish]

Emotional pain.

Liking someone should be a good thing, but past experiences have taught me otherwise.

That's a feeling I know all too well.

(hugs)

---

In other areas - hoping I can find someone tomorrow to go see the fireworks with.

 

[HoodedMonk]

Emotional pain.

Liking someone should be a good thing, but past experiences have taught me otherwise.

That's a feeling I know all too well.

(hugs)

yes there comes a point where it's something you dread rather than a positive thing after so many failures.

:l

 

[TheSkaFish]

Emotional pain.

Liking someone should be a good thing, but past experiences have taught me otherwise.

That's a feeling I know all too well.

(hugs)

yes there comes a point where it's something you dread rather than a positive thing after so many failures.

:l

Well, I haven't had many failures because I haven't had many attempts. But every one of those failures was major.

It just makes me wonder what I'm still doing wrong that I don't see, it makes me wonder exactly what it is about me that drives love interests away. I don't think it's just the job situation. It's just shaken my idea of my value as a male. I try to think, hey, I'm cool. I'm friendly and can hold a decent conversation when I try. But what could it be?

 

[Solivagant]

I'm sad that some people still think you just ''go to work'' when unemployed... It doesn't happen like that. So many people are without a job nowadays, it's really not easy to get a job. There is lot of competition and always someone will be left without a job. If someone knows a magic trick how to get one, please tell me...

^ Ditto...

 

[Serenia]

I remembered that...I am not sure how I feel about it. Sadness it was like that I suppose and the crap that came after. But I should look at why I choose that path.

 

[Mrs Falcon]

I'm thinking how much we rely on the internet - far too much!

Last night for instance, our internet went down just as I was downloading updates for my computer's weather station software, and then everything stopped dead. I'm doing earth sciences for school work and part of it is meteorology. Instead I want back to my textbooks.

 

[Tealeaf]

You know it's time to stop playing video games and go to bed when you don't notice a guildmate is trying to get your attention... with them jumping around in front of you.

 

[Triple Bogey]

Emotional pain.

Liking someone should be a good thing, but past experiences have taught me otherwise.

That's a feeling I know all too well.

(hugs)

yes there comes a point where it's something you dread rather than a positive thing after so many failures.

:l

Well, I haven't had many failures because I haven't had many attempts. But every one of those failures was major.

It just makes me wonder what I'm still doing wrong that I don't see, it makes me wonder exactly what it is about me that drives love interests away. I don't think it's just the job situation. It's just shaken my idea of my value as a male. I try to think, hey, I'm cool. I'm friendly and can hold a decent conversation when I try. But what could it be?

It's not what job you have.
It's not how friendly you are.
It's not about holding conversations.
It's not how cool you think you are.

 

[mslonely]

Feeling excited that the week's almost over, really can't wait. It was the worst ever.

 

[Nely Lo]

My heart hurts literally and I don't know what to do with myself...
I don't understand why is this happening, I ignore it hoping it will stop but the feeling is only getting worse after that...I can't handle this.

 

[mslonely]

My heart hurts literally

...I can't handle this.

I know this very well ,

Please, get well soon Nely.
(hugs)

 

[Serenia]

^ Hugs to you both.

Still feeling ill. So drained just doing ordinary tasks finding difficult. Good excuse to put my feet up and watch films and Supernatural of course .

 

[TheSkaFish]

It's not what job you have.
It's not how friendly you are.
It's not about holding conversations.
It's not how cool you think you are.

Well, I don't believe something like this is dumb luck. I think it just has to be something that a person can control, or at the very least influence greatly. Just the other day I heard about a friend of someone on here who decided they were going to get married, and did within a fairly short amount of time. I do believe that I can get someone eventually. As to who that someone is or when, I have no idea. I have no idea if I'll ever be good enough for the ones I want and if it will even be possible again. But I think there has to be someone that I'm good enough for, or at least have the potential to be good enough for if I start making better choices.

 

[Solivagant]

Remembering the feelings and circumstances that led me here...


June 19, 2013
10:02am
There's a website I've been going to, and sometimes writing at, that is aimed, specificly aimed, at lonely people.

July 9, 2013
1:47pm
What is the website you visit that is aimed at lonely people? I'm curious. I've been having a really hard time dealing with my depression lately. I can't sleep because it feels so heavy; I just lie awake thinking about how much I wish I would just die because my life is already over, my future is so bleak. I honestly feel like I am dying from the inside out. I'm losing myself. The life I have to live, it's killing my soul. I don't know if that makes sense, I guess it's hard to explain. I suppose this is what it's like to be truly without any hope left.

July 11, 2013
10:53am
That website is called A Lonely Life Forums.

 

[Aisha]

Hmm. Careful, love. One day you'll be her age too. It's all fun when you have your youth, health, and happiness, but like the rest of life those things are fleeting..

 

[gabriel20]

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