What are you thinking right now?

[kaede]

another rainy day....

 

[Bread]

Worried about someone. Don't know if I should be, but still am. Hope he's okay.

 

[Estrios_Vega]

I am praying fervently to STOP BEING JUDGMENTAL! And to stop being jealous and envious of the things others have. Its been on my mind a good portion of the day ....

 

[Peter Lorre]

Well, this was a pretty nice day/evening. Can never have enough of these!

 

[Drama]

Lol. Wow. Srsly.

 

[jjam]

my joints
everything pops like every 5 minutes!
neck and knees, fingers and toes...
I wonder if GNC can help.

 

[Callie]

Think of a string of expletives a mile long and you have what I'm thinking. BLAH

 

[Estrios_Vega]

POLLEN!!!!! *achoo* *cough* *wheeze*

 

[Dessa]

Hmm I don't want to care but you're making it so difficult. Fuuuuuuuu

 

[Peter Lorre]

"I guess I love the way it burns."

So true.

 

[floffyschneeman]

it's highschool all over again. and I am not included in the cool group =/ but highschool was bearable. It sucks when people who you thought care do it.

 

[edgecrusher]

*sigh* i can feel myself slipping again

 

[Lonesome Crow]

My baby is on the road driving to me.
Thank god for cell technology..
I can actually talk to her while she on the road. One more day and shell be here.

 

[Doubt The Rabbit]

So, why am I sad?

 

[Sean]

So, why am I sad?

(hug)

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Today .. . oh god,
First half of the day was good . . then i don't know what happened.
Even if everyone else disagrees, I still think i'm a failure lol,
And I wish I could fix that,
But my metaphorical tank of positivity is on empty,
I don't know how to fill it up, or to combat this negativity and depression,
I tried getting high . . fresia that, does nothing.
Wish I would just stop . . but sometimes life is just too unbearable,
But there's definitely days that I don't need it . . today was one of 'em.
So many things I regret . . messed up so much . . and i'm sorry
I just want everything to fresia off . . but it doesn't
Cutting doesn't do honeysuckle anymore . . too afraid to cut deep, i can't kill myself . . . I give it like another year . . . then we'll see.
I don't know . . if I had the choice to just die right now . .
Would I take it?
There's just so much unresolved stuff . . there's a few things I still wanna do . . but I don't even know if i'll ever get the chance.

AGH . . for a bit i was over you . . but now . .
I hate this,
There really is no point saying anything,
Eventually i'll just disappoint/fresia up/let everyone down cause i'm just selfish and afraid and unsure of everything.
But I still wish you'd talk to me
I hate initiating the conversation, it seems ..idk,
It's more meaningful when you message me first.
Or I could just forget about it . . i really really should.

 

[Callie]

(hug) rabbit

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What the fresia am I doing.......

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This day went from okay to totally messed up and I haven't even been awake for an hour (no)

 

[Lonesome Crow]

Renae will be here tonight...
I cant wait. I love her very much.

 

[Callie]

maybe I should just be the person he keeps telling me I am...

 

[edgecrusher]

ugh... why the fresia am i still awake!?

 

[Lonesome Crow]

Renae is home safe with me.. She had a flat tire 150 miles from me...drove all night to go my baby..I dont mind