I sometimes ask myself how i've had a lonely life.
From the outside there would be no reason, and I have the brains. When I was younger I was very shy. Today i'm battling depression. I guess both have led me into a hole so i'm essentially starting my life from scratch.
I don't cope very well with my lonliness, even though I bottle it all up.
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I think I know why I have a lonely life. Perhaps I made a mistake leaving my home town and moving away from my family. Even though there were some problems there (always). I always made visits home but fewer and fewer as the years went by. My mom passed away in 05 and I only went back home to visit my sister 1 or 2 times. Her husband doesn't say more then 1 word to me. Her grown daughter says nothing and ignores me (like I'm not there). This same daughter of my sisters always was rude to me and my 2 sons in this way. My sisters X husband is rude (the same way) but he even makes rude statement. Thankfully I've not seen him much but he had the nerve to come to my mothers funeral and treat me like this. This is my sister's 1st husband. I don't really want to visit home again although I've got some nieces that seem to love me.
I'm not involved in anything; I've no social life. This is why I'm so lonely.
This is why other people are lonely to. If a person doesn't interact with others then they are apt to be lonely.
lisais52 said:
troubled said:
I sometimes ask myself how i've had a lonely life.
From the outside there would be no reason, and I have the brains. When I was younger I was very shy. Today i'm battling depression. I guess both have led me into a hole so i'm essentially starting my life from scratch.
I don't cope very well with my lonliness, even though I bottle it all up.
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I'm sorry you are depressed. I suffer depression also.
I think I know why I have a lonely life. Perhaps I made a mistake leaving my home town and moving away from my family. Even though there were some problems there (always). I always made visits home but fewer and fewer as the years went by. My mom passed away in 05 and I only went back home to visit my sister 1 or 2 times. Her husband doesn't say more then 1 word to me. Her grown daughter says nothing and ignores me (like I'm not there). This same daughter of my sisters always was rude to me and my 2 sons in this way. My sisters X husband is rude (the same way) but he even makes rude statement. Thankfully I've not seen him much but he had the nerve to come to my mothers funeral and treat me like this. This is my sister's 1st husband. I don't really want to visit home again although I've got some nieces that seem to love me.
I'm not involved in anything; I've no social life. This is why I'm so lonely.
This is why other people are lonely to. If a person doesn't interact with others then they are apt to be lonely.
I didn't do a good job replying to your post; I'm sorry. You said you were shy when you were young. I can relate to that. I was severely shy growing up. I also made bad choices like going away with the wrong guy and having kids with the wrong guy. Although I'm thankful I have my 2 grown sons. At least I'm close to my sons.