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I also would kind of like to know a little bit more. I was just on the receiving end of a "we should just stay friends" kind of speech.

I try and work on myself, go to the gym from time to time. It used to be everyday, but between a surgery I had on my back and my work schedule being kinda crazy I can barely eat let alone work out and have a social life. If I can push myself I would love to go back to the gym again more often...

I have been on light duty ever since my back surgery, just got back into my PT regiment, so I am in right there with you. It seems amazing what you have done so far, keep it up. I don't need to lose weight, but I do need to get good scores for my combat fitness test. You are very inspiring with...

Very welcome, I don't even think of it most of the time, its just life to me.

Thanks, here is to hoping I can get something from here and give something back.

No offense, but loving once self is a bit harder than saying it. I look at myself and I see an unwanted weak marine, easily replaced, easily forgotten. Even among my battalion I have a lack luster reputation, they see a socially awkward clumsy spaz. It is hard to act any different when people...

No. I can say pretty positively that I do not. I wouldn't even know how or where to start. I forgive other's for their glaringly obvious faults so naturally, but all I see in myself is a drunk slob.

I have always had issues with my self-esteem. It drove me to join the military, and get a well respected job. But, it just never seems to be enough. I work so hard to become something, and I work to make it more than just skin deep. No matter how many layers that one could peel away they realize...

So, here I sit in my barracks room surrounded by hundreds of people, and not still feeling alone as ever. Not really sure what I hope to accomplish going on this forum, but hey, couldn't hurt. Not sure what kind of pertinent information people would want to hear from a stranger. However, I do...