I understand your lonliness and your fears. Today i too lost alot and feels so unworthing and lifes so meaningless. You had been through most of your life and though tough its over. The man which left you is a jerk. If i really loved my one i would love her for what she is not not what she can...
Since young at 16 i lost my parents. I lost everything... Had to work for poly and my daily expenses. Worked hard and saved up with some money. Worked plenty of jobs all different kinds in order to survive. Finally 1 day i thought of doing somthing so i started a business with a fren not long...